I freaking hate you , No wait i love you , honestly i do . i love the way you make me happy when i’m sad , & the way every time you kiss me i get butterflies in my tummy. Your eyes are the bluest . But You tell me you love me that you don’t want to hurt me , But then again thats what you do every single time . You say i love you to me , when your dating another girl ?. First Jeanne , then Stephanie , Next Rami , Finally Kylie ? Like wtf !. Your My Entire World . & Yet You Love Me But Don’t Want to HURT ME ?! Thats What You Do is Hurt Me When You Date Them Instead Of me !!. ):
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“loving a boy is easy …. but its the saddest thing when you can see it in his eyes .. that he want nothing to do with you , and everything to do with Her 3”
” I thought I understood it
That I could grasp it
But I didn’t
Not really
I knew the smudgeness of it
The pink-slippered-all-containered-semi-precious eagerness of it
I didn’t realize it would sometimes be more than whole
The wholeness was a rather luxurious idea
Because its the halves that halve you in half
Didn’t know
Don’t know about the in between bits
The gore-y bits of you
And gore-y bits of me “
the way you say you love me … and i know that i love you , but yet you go with other girls no matter how much i tell you that i love you .